Publicat de: leonard oprea | 13 Mai 2013

I BOW DOWN MY HEART—WHERE ARE YOU GOD? / PLECACIUNEA INIMII MELE – UNDE ESTI DUMNEZEU ?


leonard oprea

I BOW DOWN MY HEART—WHERE ARE YOU GOD?

. . . I—I do not exist. . .

. . . I—I exist. . .

. . . I—I, really?. . .

. . . this “I”—yes, worms swarming of the impossible. . .

. . . this “I”—yes, worms of doubts about heaven and earth. . .

. . . this “I”—yes, worms: cogito ergo sum into the betrayal of yourself. . .

. . . I—oh, pornography monster of instant by instant daily life. . .

. . . I—oh, Sphinx of wisdom as the politics of the Sex idolatry . . .

. . . I—oh, universal obscenity under the unknown name of a saint or angel. . .

. . . this “I”—hey, did you ask somebody if you are you or I am I ?. . .

. . . this “I”—hey, you obsessed by fitness, diet, freedom and forgot by God ?. . .

. . . this “I”—hey, you, a spit on Internet howling your impotence now forever?. . .

. . . I—if tomorrow I’ll die I am not even the burden of my coffin. . .

. . . I—if tomorrow I’ll love I am not even the butterfly of my dream. . .

. . . I—if tomorrow I’ll pray I am not even the blind pilgrim. . .

. . . this “I”—when I whip myself, when I die, when I cry: help!. . .

. . . this “I”—when I weep, when I laugh, when blues’ desperation-blues I sing. . .

. . . this “I”—when I believe, when I don’t believe, when. . . who am I?. . .

. . . I and this “I”—I bow down my heart – where are You God?. . .

“. . . the giant river

of dark silver in winter. . .

Christ walking on water. . . ”

***

PLECACIUNEA INIMII MELE – UNDE ESTI DUMNEZEU ?

eu – nu exist …

eu – exist…

eu – oare ?…

acest “eu” – da, viermi ai imposibilului colcaind…

acest “eu” – da, viermi ai indolielii despre cer si pamint…

acest “eu” – da, viermi: cogito ergo sum intru tradare de sine…

eu – oh, monstrul pornografiei existentei clipa de clipa…

eu – oh, sfinx al intelepciunii politica a Sexului idolatrizat …

eu – oh, porcarie universala cu nume de sfint , de inger necunoscut …

acest “eu” – hei, te-a intrebat cineva daca tu esti tu sau eu sunt eu ?…

acest “eu” – hei, obsedat de fitnes, dieta, de libertate, uitat de Dumnezeu?…

acest “eu” – hei, scuipat pe Internet sa-si urle neputinta mereu si mereu?…

eu – daca miine mor nu sunt nici macar povara sicriului meu…

eu – daca miine iubesc nu sunt nici macar fluturele visului meu…

eu – daca miine ma rog nu sunt nici macar pelerinul orb…

acest “eu” – cind ma biciuesc, cind ma omor, cind strig: ajutor !…

acest “eu” – cind pling, cind rid, cind blues disperareblues cint…

acest “eu” – cind cred, cind nu cred, cind… cine sunt ?…

eu si acest “eu” – plecaciunea inimii mele sunt – unde esti Dumnezeu?…

“… fluviul domol din/

argint smolit iarna si/

Christos pe ape…”

***

from: Theophil Magus living in Boston – Anna-Maria 101 breathings (“Xlibris”/Random House Ventures, 2011, USA /Library of Congress Control Number: 2011910709/ ISBN: Hardcover 1-4628-9476-3 & 978-1-4628-9476-5/Softcover 1-4628-9475-5 & 978-1-4628-9475-8/ebook 1-4628-9477-1 & 978-1-4628-9476-5) 

(In Theophil Magus living in Boston – Anna-Maria 101 breathings, „Leonard Oprea‘s dominant perspective is one of a cold objectivity, too little disposed to easy emotions, other than those hidden, profound feelings and questions. Themes are the life purpose, the ultimate springs of human actions… Intelligence, laconic sarcasm, humor, right targeting. How could we not be indebted to the author? He put his talent of storytelling to serve an exhortation which is nothing else than the health response in the presence of the morbid, the simplicity in the face of artificial, the man-loving of light against darkness and evil./Nicolae Steinhardt – European philosopher, essayist and author); “A novelist and essayist of Leonard Oprea’s literary value does not need any introduction. From no one.” /Valeriu Gherghel – European philosopher, essayist, literary critic and author)

Anunțuri

Lasă un răspuns

Completează mai jos detaliile tale sau dă clic pe un icon pentru a te autentifica:

Logo WordPress.com

Comentezi folosind contul tău WordPress.com. Dezautentificare / Schimbă )

Poză Twitter

Comentezi folosind contul tău Twitter. Dezautentificare / Schimbă )

Fotografie Facebook

Comentezi folosind contul tău Facebook. Dezautentificare / Schimbă )

Fotografie Google+

Comentezi folosind contul tău Google+. Dezautentificare / Schimbă )

Conectare la %s

Categorii

%d blogeri au apreciat asta: